January 2011
The Handwriting Challenge →
kimmychau:
Day 1- handwrite your full name. Day 2- handwrite your tumblr url. Day 3- handwrite your tumblr headline. Day 4- handwrite your favorite quote. Day 5- handwrite your bestfriends name. Day 6- handwrite your crushes name. Day 7- handwrite your three favourite songs of all…
Working out makes me feel like throwing up, crying for my mommy, and then passing out.
I'm a thinker, not a writer.
richaaaye:
It’s hard for me to put my thoughts into words. Everytime I write, it feels as if what I’m writing doesn’t make sense so I just erase it.
#11 you dont even know
You changed me; i am a different person, i fear more than before, i wonder if im good enough, i try to reach everyones expectations, especially yours i used to not give a damn, now im insecure afraid and broken down, whats next?
#9, You dont even know
Okay, here we go, Why the fuck am I so jealous and so protective on someone who doesnt give a damn about me, I shouldnt give a damn, why im so insecure about the future and why i care so much, im freaking out over the simple things where im suppose to be moving on, I keep crying, when i think of you, see you, hear your name, and it killing me to see you go after everything and nothing we had, its...
lillyphan08:
#8 you don't even know
Today I tried to cry myself to sleep; even in my fantasy world I realized, you moved on, an I should too, but I don’t know how to, I cant let go of you, I want to go back to my bad habits because all I thought about was you. I
Really Did Mean Forever but you didn’t, hell you don’t even know.
#7 you dont even know.
Tied between two; not exactly, it my overactive imagination, but i’d like to say i really miss getting text messages and talking all day long, literally.
#6 you dont even know
Lets remember; like yesterday I sat next to him, I tried to keep my eyes attacted to the screen, my arms resting on the arm rest my hand in the cupholder, his arm slowly moving towards mine, our finger tips touch, we play and wrestle with our fingertips, and then in a quick motion our fingers intertwined perfectly, not too roomy not too tight, i promise you it was perfect, i move closer to him,...
#5 You dont even know,
No; he’s not a perfect gentleman, but he can give a compliment that will make you feel good for days, he not a gangster, his arm isnt around me, i dont even like that, my hand in his, his scent lingering in my mind, his smile memorizing me, he not the coolest or smoothest, but i still like him, hes not the meanest, i just have an odd perspective, you just gotta know him for yourself dont...
When you love someone and they break your heart,...
#4 you dont even know
Im not strong; smiles shes filled with smiles, i know you’re sick of hearing this but its because of him, mostly of the memories that are killing and decaying me inside, it controls me, it overcomes my fears it create images and nonexisting moments come to life, its all a dream. sweetie, it all starts with a dream, but a dream is a wish your heart makes, but a nightmare is what scares and...
#3 you dont even know
He called me after I cried; I wanted to scream I wanted to shout the first thing he said was im sorry it was wrong for me to say such stupid stuff like that; he kept apologizing, i had so much on my mind, tears streaming down my face, funny thing was i was sitting in my closet the whole time, He used that soft voice tone the whole time, his voice kept cracking, i knew what he was doing, i knew...
#2 You dont even know.
God; Can I just say it not my wanting of him, i mean sure i want him but he isnt like a toy and neither is my heart, he’s like water in a desert, he knew exactly what and how to do things, I needed them done, i needed him, and the worse part about this whole thing is that I had him and now i dont even know i just wanna restart this like a game of solitare, undo it till i got back to my...
#1 You dont even know.
Sometimes one single conversation, can mean or break that girl down, but it cant be a touch of a converstaion not a hello or hey it has to go somewhere, i promise you it’ll mean something to her.
I think I just got dose of artificial happiness.
I want to hit you with a bat 502 times in the...
or at least you can feel a small part of it.
I miss it when you held my hand, gave me hugs, &...